i woke up thinking the work was done
i would not have to practice today
how naive to think healing was that easy
when there is no end point
no finish line to cross
healing is everyday work

rupi kaur, the sun and her flowers

Muted

January 6, 2021

i opened my mouth to speak out, but

i was afraid

people would lash out in anger

i would be told i was wrong

no one would listen

so i closed my mouth in silence

but the fiery words burned me from within

until i had to cry out

a whisper to speak up, to speak out

to not fear the emotions in others

they need to come out

simply pray it would lead to self-awareness

of things hurting inside hurting others

to not fear being wrong

because everyone is sometimes

only hope there would be humility

willingness to learn from another’s differences

to choose wisely when and where to speak

there is a time and place for both words and silence

but not to fear because

those who matter will always take time to listen

Wonder Woman 1984

January 6, 2021

What if

There is no bad guy

There’s just you and me – us

And we’re equally responsible

For everything that’s gone wrong

If only

I could give up a bit of my dreams

So that those who had nothing

Could have even just a little

But my grasp seems impossibly tight

Perhaps

The most heroic thing I can do

Lies within what I can let go of

Maybe then we could be used

To save the world together.

_____ New Year

January 1, 2021

What if it’s not a happy new year?

Or at least,

Not only a happy one?

What if there is

As much grief

As there is joy,

As much fear

As there is excitement,

As much failure

As there is success,

As much bad

As there is good?

(Or worse, much more)

I just wish there were a word

That could encompass

The entirety of the year

And all that it brings

Something much more than happy

Control

December 26, 2020

Even when people are being:

Stupid

Foolish

Mean

Irresponsible

Selfish

Greedy

Frustrating

Unresponsive

Evil

Unbearable

Angry

Scared

Unwilling

Hesitant

You are still working all things for Your glory and my good.

A Korean Drama in Poem Form [ENG SUB]

그리움
2017.10.07

많이 부족한 날,
I'm so very inadequate -
                 받아주겠니?
             Could you accept me?

해줄수있는게 없어도,
I can't do much for you - 
             옆에 있어주겠니?
               Could you still 
              stay by my side?

잘 못해도,
Even if I'm wrong,
                 지켜주겠니?
            Could you protect me?

말이 서툴러도,
When my words are clumsy,
               이해해주겠니?
              Could you try to 
                understand me?

원망해도,
Even when you resent me,
               사랑해주겠니?
      Could you please love me?